Totally, Madly In Love

I.
Was.
Wrong.
SO WRONG. About the Haziq posts. WRONG WRONG AND WRONG. Well, not really. Just the last post about me not feeling anything towards him anymore. THAT was wrong. What is wrong with me? I should have known that I have a strong feeling towards him. I mean, like duh. We've been together for almost a year and I've been madly in love with him since like, the first time we chatted. So, why do I do that? Doubt about my feelings, I mean. Man, I have a problem.

Anyway, I got the feeling back when he came to my house. He was sitting on one of the stairs when Raihah left, and when I was about to climb back up, he told me to sit next to him. And when I wanted to, my whole body buzzed. I felt like I could jump over the moon in one try or swallow 20 large marshmallows at once. It felt as if somebody lit up the firecrackers that were once cold and had no color inside my body. And when that person did, it sent shivers and goosebumps to me, in a good way, that is. I couldn't control myself. I fell between his knees, into his arm. (Or was that my imagination? But I'm pretty sure it happened. 'Cause that would have been a weird fantasy, LOL)

When he touches me, it's just... Wow. There are no words, actually. The feeling is just too strong for any word. When he touches me, the whole insecure feelings weren't there. Reality wasn't there. Nobody else mattered. It was just him and me. Haziq and me. The time felt like it moved slowly, no ending to it. Oh, how i wish I could have that moment again. I wish we could be together every second of the day, sitting side by side, talking. I wish that day never ended.