Nurin Qistina and The Other Popular Girls

Nurin, when I first met you, I kinda hated you since everybody kept saying this and that about you. I wa influenced by them to hate you. But for the past 2 days or so, me and Lisa were talking about you and I actually felt sorry for you. Don't think what I think you are thinking. Last night, when I was talking to Lisa(yes, again), I so feel like I wanna talk to you. Just that, I was scared. Of what? I don't really know. She kept saying that you(nurin) and those other girls are human. To me, you guys are not human. A lot better than human. Or maybe it's me, I'm not human. I'm less than human. (i know, that's wrong). I just don't know! Until today, I realized that Nurin, you are human. And you'd be such a great friend. I just can't go there yet. It's too big of a step. And I don't think you like me that much even. I always think the negative. When Lisa told me about your book, I was like, 'OH MY GOD! SERIOUSLY?!!'. I didn't believe it's true cause I always think that all you guys do is talking, gossiping, texting and shopping and blah blah blah. I didn't know you would have that.. that.. I can't believe you have a passion for writing.

When I read your book, I almost cried. I LOVED it. It meant a lot. Really. I may not be in love with anyone right now, but, I don't know. Maybe if you showed me earlier, I'd cry. Yes, I was in love then, but now, not really. You're a really good writer. Forget good, you're an awesome writer!!! You could be an author. Keep on writing about that girl who met that boy. Anyway, I seriously can't believe that you stick to one guy. People are always saying that you're with this guy today, and then tomorrow, another guy. I understand now that it is crap. So, he's yours huh? When I read about him, I remembered teardrops on my guitar. It seems so... like that. Keep loving him. I like a person who sticks to one.

Sorry but, be careful of your friends. Your best friends. Some of them are not true friends. Some hates you and are just friends with you so that they'll get new gossip or something. Sorry. I am so sorry. I just don't want to see you hurt. I'm not pointing out people but I'm just saying that your biggest enemy could be right under your nose. But, some ARE true friends. Just.... be careful, okay Nurin? I would so be like, "ARGH!! why didn't I tell her when I was supposed to tell?!" I'd be like that for days.

How I describe Nurin : Nice, Awesome, A really good writer, Pretty, Talented, Friendly, A PERFECT person. Sometimes, when I gossip about you (long ago :P :D ) , I do feel jealous. 'Cause I want to be you! You're perfect. You're all that! If not you, maybe just your friend. But I can't bring myself up to you to be friends with you. (wait, does that make sense?) . If I was friends, good friends with you, I'd feel really honored.

The other girls, I do not understand how you could talk bad about your best friends. I know, I talk bad about my best friends too but then, I don't know, I can't stand myself too sometimes. One of the reasons I do not want to be friends with you guys are because it would so be awkward. I wouldn't know what to talk about. We'd be best friends but I'd still feel that I'm uncomfortable. For some reasons. Maybe I just feel that I don't belong with you guys. Yeah, maybe that's it. Or maybe coz i dnt trust you guys? huh, the mystery :P

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