Emotions

Emotions are evil. To me. Somehow, they always trick me. Seriously. Like, I don't know what happened or something but sometimes, I just go mad or sad or I don't know. And for some reason, when I'm in those kind of moods, I don't really want people to bother me. I mean, who wants to be bothered when you're moody? Yeah, they just wanna help, but sometimes, you just feel like you don't need help, right? You just wanna be alone and I don't know. I guess when somebody is moody, they just wanna be alone. Well, kinda. I don't. Sometimes la. It's like, I want people to ask me what's going on and all that, just that, I won't answer because I know what will happen. If any of my friends ask, they'll just make a joke out of it. And when you're moody, and when you tell somebody why, you'd want them to console you or whatever the word is, not make a joke out of it.

Do you realize that, when you're in a bad mood, somebody you hate will always be the victim. Like, you trash them for no reason. And then, you'd get annoyed by people around you. You curse yourself. You'd wish the world would then at that second. You'd think that you're stupid and silly for making mistakes. You'd be beating yourself up sometimes. If not that, you'd be smashing stuffs. Throwing heavy items because you just feel like dying and don't wanna face anything else. Well, maybe you don't get like that, but I do. Kind of. I don't know. I just get like that. SOMETIMES!

On the other hand, when you're in a good mood, you'd feel like the whole world is just wonderful. Everybody is awesome. Even the homework teachers give don't bother you. You'd be nice to everybody. Talk in a good tone. Feel like nothing could ever bother you, even a thunder storm could make you frown.

Conclusion is, when you're in a bad mood, you take everything badly. When you're in a good mood, you take everything better. So, like, when you're having problems, just cool down and wait until you're in a good mood to solve it. There's a solution to every problem, right?

Sorry, was bored. I was talking crap, wasn't I? Heh...