If Only I Could Turn Back Time

I did something today. I can't say I'm proud of it. Though, I can't say I regret it. I don't. It's complicated, in a way. Okay, my conclusion is, it's better to make somebody happy rather than to satisfy yourself and make the other person miserable. In other words, it's better to get hurt and see that other person, the one you care about in a good mood, rather than to make yourself happy. It's like being selfless. Okay well, I know lying is wrong, BUT it's better to be like that, right?

Whatever it is, no matter how wrong it is, it happened already. I made it happen. I chose for it to happen, so, it doesn't really matter. The truth won't change anything. It might change what that person knows, but it doesn't change the fact of how he/she feels.

And yes, I'm telling it to the whole world, that I did something bad. I'm telling the whole world (or to the people who actually reads this blog, which most of you guys already know) the mistake I did, when I could have save the sins and myself from getting hurt. But hey, it was my choice, right? So whatever I feel, how hurt I get, how much pain I have to live with for a certain period of time, it's all on me. And I'm ready to accept the challenge. Sometimes, it's just better that way. Even if it's based on lies. Who knows? Maybe it will change somewhere in the future. Hopefully.

“We can never turn back the pages of time, though we may wish to relive a happy moment, or say goodbye just one last time, we never can, because the sands of time continue to fall, and we can’t turn the hourglass over.” ~ Anonymous