Results :O

I got my results yesterday o.o. I raced downstairs, as soon as I heard my friend, Dina, got it. When I saw my name on the envelope, my heart skipped a beat. "AAAAAHHH!! RESULTSSSSS ! OMYGODOMYGODOMYGODDDD!!" It was the only thing I could process on my mind that time.My heart beating faster, I opened the envelope. I GOT A FREAKING NUMBER SIX ! WOOOOOTS!!!!! I HAVE IMPROVED SO MUCH!! AND NUMBER 51 IN THE WHOLE FORM! OMYGODDDDD!!!

I was amazed and proud of myself. Of course, I didn't do as good as Dina, but still, I WAS AWESOME! I've achieved A LOT. 7A's, 3B's, 2C's. That's average, right? Next year, I'm gonna try to get AT LEAST 8A's and no C's or D's or E's. I wanna try to beat Raihah or Dina or Double D. LOL. Before this, I was the least smart people in our group. Let's just say... I was the one who got the lowest marks in "the group". AND NOW I'M NOT ANYMOREEEEE ! Which is awesomeee! I used to get not more than 5A's, and now, it's 7A's, 3B's AND 2C's BABEYH! Life is just getting good for me.

I'm still lazy to do my homework, though.

But then, when I talked to Haziq that night, he said he got 5A's, a 3.09 GPA (mine's 3.58) but his number in the whole form is 36. I didn't get it. I mean, I got higher, shouldn't my number be higher than him? And his number is like, 15 higher than mine. AND HE GOT LOWER FOR GOD'S SAKES ! If it was like, 2 or something, then, that would probably be okay. Well, not really. But it's better than a FIFTEEN ! It's so unfair. His grades are lower, his GPA is lower, BUT HE GOT HIGHER THAN ME. I started to think that maybe the teachers were picking favorites, you know, since I'm in the upstairs class, and he's in one of the downstairs'. But that is unfair. They can't do that. Every student to them are supposed to be equal.

I told my mom. About the favorites thing and all, and she just said I was being silly. Well, something like that -.-''. Why won't people believe me?

I got all mad and complained at several people about it, but all they said was, "Maybe his A's are higher," or "The number doesn't matter, the A's matter," or "Just be thankful. At least you got number 51, right?" GOSH ! IT'S STILL SO UNFAIR ! But then, I realized, I couldn't do anything about it. How much I opposed, it's already been typed, and who am I to say anything about it? It's just, I don't know, I guess, not worth it? Maybe if it's gonna happen 3 or 4 more times, I'll complain :|.

Right now, I should just be thankful with my grades, even if it's not as good as anybody else's.