My Life Sucks

Have you ever wondered or thought that your life sucks? Have you ever got something that was so cool that you stopped thinking your life sucks? And then, when it broke or got lost or didn't happen, you start thinking your life sucks again? Well, that kind of stuff always happens to me for some reason. It's so unfair.

On Thursday night, some of my friends planned to go to Pavilion on Monday. I just went with it la. My dad said I can go but I did not confirmed with my mom. I was so excited I think I wasn't thankful for what I had. So, on Saturday evening, my parents came back from Johor or something and my dad said my mom said I can't go. I was mad, of course! My mom asked a few questions about the plan or something. I told her some stuff. The she laugh -.-''. I was SAD and she could LAUGH! I kinda cried before I went to bed. I seriously wanted to go out. I mean, I'm 13! THIRTEEN!! Shouldn't I be allowed to go out already?

Anyway, the next morning, which was Sunday, I convinced her to let me go. She said "okay" but there's a catch. She won't send me. So, I had to asked Malik if I can catch a ride with him. He said he'll call me back or something. Then, that night, he said he doesn't wanna go! I mean, I finally got my overprotective mother to let me go out with my friends with no adults and he bailed out! And you would not guess why he didn't wanna go. HE WANTED TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES! What the?! He said he can go on Wednesday. I didn't wanna go on Wednesday! I wanna go on MONDAY!! But Haziq agreed to go on Wednesday anyway. So, Malik called me and he said, on Wednesday, Iddin and this Faiz dude from my old school are doing a reunion, which of course I wasn't invited to, at Pavilion too. So, Malik wasn't sure which one to go. I'm kinda annoyed by it but what can I do? It's up to him.

*Sigh* I just hope that I can go hang out on Wednesday. I mean, it's a holiday and I didn't go out with my friends AT ALL! I don't think I've ever went out with my friends without any adults before. So, it's about time I get to get out and have some fun with a few of my closest friends. I learned a few lessons from this weekend. NEVER forget what world you live on and be thankful every time you get something. It will just go away like that.