How can you say earphones are your life?! Or anything for that matter, "They're the reason I wake up every morning." How can you use that for something not alive? Let it be 400 bucks, but that's not worth anything if you think deeply. You wake up the next morning because Allah wants to give you another chance to live, to right your wrongs, not because of some worthless earphones.
Shouldn't you know better? Okay, I haven't been the best servant lately to Him, but I don't say that I don't want to live anymore because my phone got stolen, or because my heart got broken. To be sad is one thing, but to make it as if it's God? That's just low, even for you. You can say I don't get it, cause you bought it with your own money and I've parents who buy me everything I want, but it still doesn't give you the right to say what you said. Nothing will ever give you the right to say that.
Things happen for a reason. Maybe you were too in love with that thing "that gives you the reason to live", that Allah wants you to see how little attention you've been paying to him. Maybe it's to make you pray more or read the Quran more, since Ramadhan's coming. Maybe He doesn't want you to waste your Ramadhan days listening to music and forgetting your prayers, just to make time pass.
I don't even know how I can look at you, it disgusts me somehow. Don't worry, you won't even notice me gone, you've got substitutes. Maybe she can agree with you that the earphones that are broken are your life, and without them, you're dead. That's her, not me.
When you've cleaned your soul, come find me. For now, I have to get away from you before I turn into you. You might be cool and awesome, but this world isn't everything. There's another life you need to think of, and I suggest you start now. Sorry for being harsh, but I've no idea how to say it.
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