Oooohh oh my God, this is new!! The drafts I mean. Oooh, prettyyy. But I srota still like the old one. But coooooool, it's new! Hahahah, okay nampak sangat dah lama tak bukak blog xD Enough about that. I shall start on my post, which is just about me actually, feel free to click 'X' on your tab :P.
In case you don't know, I'm this kind of person who is not, really, is not good in any kind of relationship. Or well, at least I think not. WAIT DON'T GET TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I'M WITH SOMEONE, I'M JUST WRITING THIS LALALA. Anyway, I'm this person who gets jealous, like when my friend is talking to someone who I don't know or something, I'd be like, "kay, I'm alone, I shall forever be alone >.>" hahah, fine, maybe the last part was a bit of an exaggeration. But I do, like most girls. I guess I've learned from past relationships that I shouldn't really get jealous, but hey, it the feeling comes, what to do, what to do?
Hmm, what other bad thing about me is there? Oh, I get insecure. A lot. I'd always be asking myself if I'm worth it or pretty enough or like interesting. I am so not good with starting topics. Or replying. Unless I talk about myself. Is that bad? :\ 'Cause whenever I do, people would just be like, "Oh." But sometimes I just, I mean, I don't know what to reply, if I say something like, "that's not good," then they'll probably get mad at me. Or maybe it's just in my head. Hahhahahahahha, dudes, I'm not pointing to anyone here, I just didn't get enough sleep and I'm hyper at 8:39 a.m. in the morning, so faham faham je laa.
I might get too close. Um, like I'd be there, but I expect you to start the conversation, cause I have nothing to say. It's like, I'm a creep or something. Okay you know what, this post is a failure. I do not know how to judge myself. I'm too hyper right now hahaha. I'm gonna go study Sejarah la, but if there's one last thing I could tell is that, you will at one point get annoyed or irritated by me. Seriously, no matter how nice you are, you will. 'Cause honestly, if I look at myself, I'm this really gedik girl who likes praising herself. I know I say those upstairs people (NO OFFENSE) are gedik, but dude, look at how many times I used the word, "like", look at how loud I get, shouting from one block to another, and how vain I am, taking pictures of myself every time there's a camera. As if I'm so pretty xD.
My point is, I'm not really easy to handle. I'm weak, I fall into stuff a lot. It's easy to lead me on, to make me fall in love, but once you do that, I just keep falling, and I need someone to catch me, be there for me. I don't know, I'll try to keep my expectations low, or have no expectations at all, but don't everyone get expectations? So I can't really avoid it. Good luck being someone to meeee, you'll need it !
OKAY BYEE ! I SHALL GO STUDY SEJARAH NOW, Because ada orang tu suruh Amilah dapat A ._. macam mana laaaaah D:
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