Lies

Personally, I don't get why people lie. I mean, I know it's better to lie than tell the ugly truth, but don't you think that the other person's trust for you would fade away, their feelings get hurt and .. I don't know. You might just lose that very special person.

It's not like I'm saying I don't lie. I do lie. But not often. And if that person already knew about it, well, part of it, wouldn't it be easier to just tell the truth? I would. It's pointless to cover. The person you're telling the lie to is gonna know sooner or later. And if he/she finds out from someone else and knew that you were lying, won't you be in a bigger problem than you might be if you told in the first place?

If I knew that one of my closest friends are lying to me, I don't think I'll forgive them. I mean, I will. But not right away. I'd go "emotional" first. If the lie was from someone that I truly trust and love, I don't think I'll ever trust them again. I know that some things are meant to be kept a secret, but if I find out about part of it, don't lie. Just say like, "I can't tell you" or "It's meant to be kept a secret" or whatever. I'll understand. I guess. Okay, maaaaaaaybe I won't. And maaaaaaaybe I'll blackmail you into telling me, but I don't know. That was before. I don't think I'll do that if someone says something like that. Lies are the one thing I cannot stand. I don't know why. It's just that, when I really trust somebody, and he/she lied to me and I find out truth later, it just sucks.

The worst is when I find out the truth from somebody else. Like, there was this one time, when I was chatting with this one friend of mine whom I trust (like, really trust), and I asked about something that he/she posted about me and then he/she lied. I was dumb enough to buy the lie. And then, the next day, this other friend of mine, he/she was sorta close to that other friend of mine, told me something he/she knew. He/she told me that what the other person posted about me was blah blah blah. His/her story was totally different from the other person's. And I knew it was the truth what the second person told me because he/she said he/she got the information from the person him/herself. Now, I'm not sure if I can trust the first person or not. He/she lied to me. And I trusted him/her. As if I'm such a dumbass to never will find out about the truth. The second person said that the first person was gonna tell me. But gonna can take forever. It can be a hundred years later. It could be tomorrow or the next few minutes, but it could also be next year. It could also be in the next two years or so. So, when is gonna? And besides, I think I know those kind of people. He/she will wait until when things are better, like, things between us are okay, then, he/she will think that I forgot and just, won't tell the story forever.

Some people just don't mean what they say.