Monday (22/3/10) and Tuesday (23/3/10)

Monday (22/3/10)

I always hate Mondays. Mondays are boring. Usually. But, last Monday, I felt excited. I want it to come earlier!! Faster!! But then again, I want it to come later and slower. Or, you know, just never happen. I was excited because, my friend, Malik, from St. John's was coming to SAB. He loved Lisa before. So did Lisa. Now, Lisa has a boyfriend, which is a big headed alien, Haziq. So, I thought that there was going to be a lot of drama. Since I loved drama so much, I so want that Monday to come faster but then, it didn't turn out how I thought it would. Ms. Maria, 1M's class teacher changed Dina Sabrina's seat next to Raihah's. Raihah kept layan-ing Dina. But at that time, it didn't matter so much to me cause Raihah still layans me. There was nothing much really in class. Then, after class, we had to stay back for kawad practice. Malik joined the Syahbandar team. He went to kawad on his first day! Wow! Haziq was like, "Malik tau ke? OMG, die masuk syahbandar. Who told him?" (i think, not really sure... hahha, sorry).

In the car, when I was going back with Raihah, I didn't say much. There wasn't really anything to talk about. When I got home, I called Lisa. She was freaked out when I said what I thought about Malik was right. *sigh* Mondays might be miserable but at the end of the day, things will always work out. Trust me. Try thinking positive once in a while.

Tuesday (23/3/10)

Tuesday, which is today, was kind of not fun. At science class, the teacher was talking crap. Me and Rou Yee didn't understand a thing. Well, maybe we did but some of them, we didn't understand. And then, in Sejarah class, Raihah had her back turned on me for the whole hour. She was with Dina. Talking in low voices so I can't hear them. They did ask me why I was so quiet once or twice but I just acted normal and said I was fine. There was nothing to talk about anyway. Okay, I admit that I am a little jealous of them hanging out together and become nice friends and not talk to me but do they HAVE to be like that? URGH!! At recess time, I ran away from them (avoiding) to Lisa. I searched for her everywhere and can't find her until, at last!! I found her (this is getting crappy). We didn't have enough time to gossip about BHA because I was talking crap about Raihah and Dina. Lisa said that Dina talked slowly on purpose because she wants to leave me out. I kinda think that is true because Dina has never talked to me like she talks to Raihah. And then, I told Lisa that Dina blamed her for everything. She said that, Dina might be stealing away Raihah from me. She said Dina would say, "Amilah cam dah tak nak hang ngen you ohh. Die asyik dengan Lisa je. Maybe die tak nak kawan you dah kot", to Raihah. I was like, "I HATE DINA!!!", but Lisa was saying "1 minute of hate is 60 seconds of not loving". That actually make sense now. But then again, I still hate Dina. I have never loved her. In english class, since Dina was in another class, I was jumping for joy that I don't have to see her for an hour. I had to present my oral first today because that Nadhrah girl didn't wanna go because she wasn't ready. Is there such a thing as wasn't ready? My oral was kinda stupid. I was blank at that time since I have to go first. And to make it worse, Taqi Teriyaki and Eddie (Murphy) was sitting in front. They're faces are weird, so, I kept laughing while presenting my oral. Then, at kawad practice, Haziq talked about Hafiy!! I was killing him whenever he said his name. I so hate him. (the not haziq guy). AND CAN YOU BELIEVE HAZIQ TOLD JOHN ABOUT IT?!!! URGH!! That guy just drives me mad. I made him promise not to say his name again.

Lisa said to call her tonight but she's not picking up her phone. I think I've called her more than 10 times. Is she not my friend anymore? Could that happen? What if it does? If it does, I'll so cry. I have no more friends. Well, I have friends but I don't have any more friends like her. She's so... like her. Caring, understanding, smart, funny and stuff. I'll cry if she's not my friend anymore. :( Lisa, pick up, please!!