You Can't Do It, Shut Up.

I don't get it! I just don't get it! How can someone say to another person that he/she should be like this and that, but he/she him/herself is worse? How can someone feel like nothing's wrong with him/herself? Seriously, how? Just tell me a few reasons, and I'll shut up.

I'm not saying that I don't do that. Well, I don't. Not anymore. I did that a few months back, but I changed. Because when someone tells me hurtful words, I don't know. I guess it just gets to me. And all the time I put into the sadness and anger, I just get used to the way I act, and I change.

It's not that I expect people to be perfect, because I'm not perfect, it's just, I don't get how a person can be so bad. No, I don't get how I could have been so bad for the past few months. I don't get how I could look myself in the mirror. In fact, I couldn't look at myself in the mirror. So, how can these people, who think they are so good, who think that they would never lose anybody, because they are so "nice" to them, look at their reflections in the mirror? How can these people, who tell other people how bad they are, live their life like nothing's wrong? Like nothing's bothering them?

Urgh, I don't want to continue writing. It just sucks. To know that all this while, you had a friend who just used you. Well, kinda of like that. And now, I've broken my promise not to get upset or angry. So, if you feel even the slightest bit of guilt, you know I'm talking about you. Thank you for making me lose the chance to think positively :).