Dear Miss Aimi

hahaha idk if i'd get in trouble sending this to a teacher but i feel so cool having done it

Salam.

Dear Miss Aimi,

This is what I’ve got so far. I mean I’ve got more in mind but it’s like, based on the same person and I don’t know, I guess I don’t want him to get in trouble or him to think that I’m hoping too much (cause im not, I just like being overdramatic). And well, cause I sorta already got him in trouble on my last day of school and by telling you this I’m gonna get in trouble next year? I know teacher Nurul probably doesn’t like me anymore but I’m like, hey, this is life. I mean, I want to do things where I feel proud of and I’m happy with. I want that teenager moments, those movie moments. Movies and books may be bad influence on me cause they lead me into doing all these things (breaking rules and having high school relationships – or short term love – and etc.) but I’m not gonna learn anything extraordinary things by playing by the rules. Being crazy in your teenage years is priceless, it’s awesome. I don’t expect you or anybody to understand, I mean, I’d understand if you come up to me and be like, “Amilah, you can’t do this, it’s wrong.” But well, life has to be fun. So what im actually trying to say is I apologize for not being an angel in school, cause I don’t want my story to be of the student who studies and doesn’t have any wild fun. I have a year left to make things memorable. And worth remembering. I do promise to keep my grades up though. I’ll make it work, somehow, inshaAllah. Just... have faith in me. ‘Cause that’s the only thing I’m doing right now, having faith in myself. Ms Izzaty told me she picked me in debate because she knows I have it in me (whatever it is) and it’s not that I want to disappoint you or her or anybody but I really don’t wanna regret not doing anything.

      Oh yeah Im sure you know who the budak patah tangan is cause hes the only one with a cast on his left hand. Please don’t do anything to him or say anything cause it’s over between us anyway, whatever it was. And hes already got “a talk” with teacher Nurul which is making me guilty right to this second. Nothing’s gonna happen anymore cause we’re not gonna see each other in school anymore. I don’t wanna continue about my love life hahahah it’d be awkward.

     But yeah these are my work. I hope you like them and if you don’t, it’s okay. I wouldn’t mind if you cancelled out the ‘for….” I wrote at the end of my poems. Give me a feedback!! Okay bye tell me if you want more!

-amilah-