Beauty From Within

It's not wrong to feel like you're pretty or beautiful. It doesn't mean that you're being vain or self-absorbed. I'm pretty sure that most girls who look at themselves in the mirror find themselves to be good looking most of the time. Or well, at least I do. Yes, I guess I'm admitting to finding myself as pretty. It sorta increases my self-esteem.

But there are those days where I pass by the mirror and look into it only to find that I couldn't find anything. It's like, there's this void inside me that can only be filled with something I have yet found. I don't know who I look at in the mirror sometimes. The reflection is just so ugly it brings hollowness inside the pit of my stomach. Don't get me wrong, I'm not searching for sympathy compliments.

If you could feel what I feel, then you'd know how indescribable the feeling of seeing yourself ugly is. Sometimes its not even your outside, it's your inside. But the brain works in miraculous ways; it brings the inside, out. It effects my sight to making me look ugly and feel ugly. Double dose of ugliness, could the world be any worse.

To be beautiful is a bonus, to feel beautiful is a blessing.