Blood is thicker than water?

Sometimes you meet people and sometimes you get attached and unattaching yourself is probably the hardest thing ever to do cause it involves feelings like getting hurt and missing that person terribly. But sometimes you're born attached to a person, whether you like it or not. I dont mean literally, though. I mean, like, siblings.

Sometimes you meet new people and you fall in love. With siblings, i guess you just have to love them without a choice? But you know, like siblings love as in with all the fights and never showing you love them love.

So sometimes people you get attached to go away and when they're out of sight, they're not exactly out of mind. Instead, you miss them. You start to miss how things are when they were around and just the company of them. But sometimes you miss the person you see everyday, the person who lives under the same roof as you. Sometimes you miss talking to them even though you dont really talk often or a lot. Sometimes you miss going out with them. Sometimes you just miss them.

I dont know where im getting here but i guess all im saying is that i miss my sister? And that i actually get how aaliya feels when i go out with my friends or depend on my friends more than i do on her. Not that she wants me to depend on her or anything. But you know, sometimes when you dont see people often, you kinda expect them to hang out with you even though its rare that you do. Love is weird.

Distant?

It's weird to feel so distant from someone. Being close but distant is one thing. But being distant, like really distant is weird. And then there's being distant and feeling connected, that's even weirder. Do you get me?

It feels hollow; like something's missing. Different. I can't put it to words. It's like something's taking bits and pieces of me down; slowly, making things fade. It feels... distant. Like I'm far, far away. And there's nothing I can do about it.


Or maybe I just miss you.

In Spreading Wings and Freedom

I honestly really miss Harith.

Ps its mrsm Dina, not DD or MJfan (coz it was her birthday and my English teacher mentioned poetic hour).