Suck It Up

And when things go just the way you want them to, they don't. There is always that something to ruin your perfect moment. Be it your mother screaming to you about how you'll fail or your friend whom you wish to leave behind's mom trying so hard to make him/her get into the same school as you are. There's just something. I mean, it's not that I'm complaining or something, it's just that whatever this all is, it's fate, isn't it? The laws of universe, and who am I to complain about it?

But you know, sometimes you just want things to go as you want it to go. Sometimes you just wanna leave everything behind and get a new fresh start. Who cares if you're in a dump of some sort or whatever, sometimes there's just too much to deal with you just gotta leave them behind. I mean, of course you can't run away from your problems, cause surely they'll come back to haunt you. But sometimes running away can just be the best thing to do. At least it stops you from unleashing the crazy bitch you are inside, am I right?

Not that I'm saying things are so bad for me. Noooo, nope. I'm not saying that at all. Why would I be anyway, my life is perfect, isn't it? I've a best friend who I'm probably head over heels in love with but you know, I'm probably supposed to be best friends with this one other person who is right under my nose all the time. Sure, sometimes I get angry, but I can't really be annoyed with my best friend, can I? Especially if she's the apple of my mother's eye. Why, that would just be stupid.

And then there are times when everyone says you're not gonna succeed get to your head. Or maybe even if they don't say it, they have this look on their faces that say, "Oh honey, if only I could tell you how miserable your life would be there. You are so coming back in like a week." And you just feel like the last light of hope inside you just went poof and you... are left with no light. Your whole head would be filled with all the wrong emotions, you're banging the doors and you just keep eating and eating to satisfy that anger. Because when anger comes, all the bad things come too, we just don't notice that. But you know, you can't really say. I mean, hello ! You're not a mind-reader. Or a fortune teller. Or god.

So, in the end. All you gotta do is suck it up. Oh no, all you can do is just suck it up and live with the fate that has been written for you. And you can't complain because there are people with situations so much worse than you do.

 "You slam the bottom and either walk away or suck it up and get through it. " - Gabrielle Reece