Worth the Wait?

I don't know if I've written this, or something similar to it, but it's on my mind.

Why do people always say, "don't give up"? Okay, fine, because if you give up, you'll miss out on something great. Like, you give up on waiting for a ride at Disneyland because the line was too long, but then, it turns out, it could have been the greatest ride you've ever rode on. Or you give up on finding the answer on a Maths test, only if you'd try harder, you'd get the answer. Or you give up on waiting for the person you like, because he/she didn't like you at that moment, but if you'd have waited, you'd be happy with him/her.

But then, how can you not give up? If the line's too long, then what's the point of waiting? It's just gonna waste your time and throughout the whole time you were in the line, you're sad or unhappy, 'cause it was a long wait. It's like, the ride is not even worth your time. But then, you'll never find out, because you never got on that ride. Right? I mean, if it was worth it or not.

So, I like this guy... I don't understand why though, because I've never really talked to him. As in talk to him about something that's important and more than 2 seconds. At least, not alone. But I do, I like him. (okay, at this moment, I don't feel anything, but anyway) Not the I-like-you-cause-you're-cute kinda like, I like him with real feelings. (Or they could just have been the illusion of the heart >.>)

My friend told me that he knows I like him. How? I've no idea. Anyway, I asked my friend if he knows who that guy I like likes. And he said yes, a long time ago. I am here, sitting, writing this, when I should be studying for tomorrow's exam, asking if I should wait for him or not. Because, if I do wait for him, then, it's like, I'm pathetic, because who knows if he's ever gonna look at me that way. Besides, it's high school. Only like 1% of high school relationships last, right? But if I give up, then, what if he suddenly likes me after we talk? Or by some miracle.

Ugh, this is wasting my time. Seriously. I'll just focus on myself after the exam, and not on some guy who probably doesn't even know my name.