Stuck In The Middle

Have you ever like, got stuck in a group of loud people and you're the only one that's quiet? Okay, maybe not. It's happened to me though. I don't think it's the first time today, but so far, I think today's was the worst :\.

It was Sports Day, at about noon, I think. I was following my friend, 'cause I was going back with her and I didn't wanna lose her, so yeah, I followed her. She went to this sort-of-bus-stop at one corner of the stadium, where there were her sister's friend and her brother's, the guy I've been talking about. Oh and there was this guy, he's in our form. Okaaaaaay, anyway, they were all being loud and hyper, and vain, and I was just there. Looking lost and shy. What the heck, right? I mean, I barely spoke.

That wasn't the only time. Almost every time I followed my friend to her sister and her friends, it'd be that awkward with me. A part of me just kinda felt like am-I-too-lame-that-you-won't-even-look-at-me? I know, that's stupid, 'cause I'm not supposed to say I'm lame, it's just.. I felt that way, for some reason. With the bad mood I was in, it made how I felt worse.

What are you supposed to do when you're stuck in the middle? I mean, seriously. Speak? What if you just mumble? What if you don't have anything to say? What if you can't think of anything to say? Then, how? Just stand there and be awkward and feel lame? Well, I did that and let's just say, it was a whole thumbs down.