Paranoia?

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH PARANOIA?! WHY MUST THE FEELING EXIST?! It sucks! I feel like my head's gonna explode just being paranoid! I can't help to always think about it and my legs are shaking and I'm having trouble breathing. And before I know it, I've completely gone crazy! I was breathing so loudly like a retard. I leg was shaking like it's on a vibrating machine. The thought of you not replying keeps spinning in my head....

Should I start from the first?

Okay, so here goes..

When my mom got back from work today, she said in a hyper tone that she wants to create a Facebook account. And then, she saw my computer with the screen savers on the screen. They were picture from the last Raya. AAH! THERE WAS A PICTURE OF ME SITTING BESIDE HAZIQ! I was "Ohmygod-ing" in my head! She can't find out about us! Anyway, she keeps making me create her an account. I didn't want to, so I tried to avoid her.

Then, after dinner, I logged on Facebook and changed my relationship status just in case my mom stalks me. I posted on Haziq's wall, saying that I'll explain later. Then I felt guilty and text messaged him instead. MY LEG COULDN'T STOP SHAKING! I couldn't breathe. I ended up spamming Adilah's wall with crazy wall posts. I chatted with Imran like crazy. I couldn't stop typing so fast! And all I was scared about was Haziq getting so mad that he doesn't wanna reply my text -.-''.

Paranoia

Don't let it get to you!

IT'S EVIL !