It's been two months now.... I realized a lot of things..... I realized that I hated 2009! Hated it hated it hated it!!!! Except for the times I spent with my best friend, Lily. She was cool, fun.... she was evil.... she made me different. This year, she changed.... We're not in the same class anymore but I'm happy for her. She changed, have a new best friend, become girlier... stuff like that... I can't say that I don't miss being her best friend... to be by her side every time she needs me... but she has Ainin now, so, better accept what's happening. I have to admit, I'm kinda jealous of her and Ainin.... But, (yes, the but again) I realized that the world doesn't revolve around me. Anyway, I have a new best friend now, Raihah. She's not the same as Lily. She's a bit weaker. But she's waaaaaaaaaaayy better. Well, not that much better but I love being friends with her. She makes me feel special in a way. She's a big gossiper.... so, when I'm with her, I'm never bored... (so far). But, she ditches me every time Izati's there. Lisa, she's amazing. She knows a lot!! Coz everything I asked, she can answer. With Dina, it's different. She's one of those people. No, not those people.... the other those kinda people..... if u know what I mean. If you don't, she's the kinda person who wants to be friends with the kinda people who's smart, is like her own kind and rich. She acts like she likes to be friends with me. But, I can see her..... she doesn't... she hates me. But she has to be friends with me since she wants to be friends with Raihah. Hurmmm.... I just hate those kinda people. I mean, why can't people just admit it??!! If you hate me, say it!! If you like me, say it!! It's not like I'm gonna blackmail you or anything. I'm just so sick of people treating me that way!! I'm not a piece of candy people!! One second, you want me the next second, you throw me away. I'm a human being dude!!!!
Hurmmm.... about the boys.... I don't see why we should like boys or girls or watever. It's not like they're gonna like us back... They'll just break our hearts.... well, some of them... So, now, I do not like anybody. Maybe I do, but I don't know who... I'm weird, I know.... This school, SAB... I spot lots of cute guys.... A few of them are just jerks.. But some are nice... Hurmm.... about the studies.... It's fun. I actually enjoyed being in class... except for science class, PJ class and Art class. The teachers are evil. Others are okay. My class is gonna be painted during the Chinese New Year. Too bad we're not gonna paint it ourselves. My classmates are awesome!! They're different. They're interesting especially the moral kids.... I'll be sure to miss them so at the end of the year. My Agama class is freakin awesome!! The best Agama class was on 10th February 2010. The guys played pencil box baseball. I laughed so hard. There's this one cute guy in my Agama class. But, Raihah likes him. So, I'm not allowed to like him.
I think that I'm gonna enjoy being in SAB more than in SKS. The girls, the guys are way more fun. I am completely ignoring Iddin. He's so snobby now. He's the same as last year. I thought everybody's changing. But, I thought wrong. All I know is that, I'm gonna change myself. I'll my my hardest. So, wish me luck! :D..
P.S. I haven't wrote about the gedik people yet... so, till next time.... BYE!! :D
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