Lies

Personally, I don't get why people lie. I mean, I know it's better to lie than tell the ugly truth, but don't you think that the other person's trust for you would fade away, their feelings get hurt and .. I don't know. You might just lose that very special person.

It's not like I'm saying I don't lie. I do lie. But not often. And if that person already knew about it, well, part of it, wouldn't it be easier to just tell the truth? I would. It's pointless to cover. The person you're telling the lie to is gonna know sooner or later. And if he/she finds out from someone else and knew that you were lying, won't you be in a bigger problem than you might be if you told in the first place?

If I knew that one of my closest friends are lying to me, I don't think I'll forgive them. I mean, I will. But not right away. I'd go "emotional" first. If the lie was from someone that I truly trust and love, I don't think I'll ever trust them again. I know that some things are meant to be kept a secret, but if I find out about part of it, don't lie. Just say like, "I can't tell you" or "It's meant to be kept a secret" or whatever. I'll understand. I guess. Okay, maaaaaaaybe I won't. And maaaaaaaybe I'll blackmail you into telling me, but I don't know. That was before. I don't think I'll do that if someone says something like that. Lies are the one thing I cannot stand. I don't know why. It's just that, when I really trust somebody, and he/she lied to me and I find out truth later, it just sucks.

The worst is when I find out the truth from somebody else. Like, there was this one time, when I was chatting with this one friend of mine whom I trust (like, really trust), and I asked about something that he/she posted about me and then he/she lied. I was dumb enough to buy the lie. And then, the next day, this other friend of mine, he/she was sorta close to that other friend of mine, told me something he/she knew. He/she told me that what the other person posted about me was blah blah blah. His/her story was totally different from the other person's. And I knew it was the truth what the second person told me because he/she said he/she got the information from the person him/herself. Now, I'm not sure if I can trust the first person or not. He/she lied to me. And I trusted him/her. As if I'm such a dumbass to never will find out about the truth. The second person said that the first person was gonna tell me. But gonna can take forever. It can be a hundred years later. It could be tomorrow or the next few minutes, but it could also be next year. It could also be in the next two years or so. So, when is gonna? And besides, I think I know those kind of people. He/she will wait until when things are better, like, things between us are okay, then, he/she will think that I forgot and just, won't tell the story forever.

Some people just don't mean what they say.

Quotes

Somehow, I'm just amazed by quotations. It's not like I just knew these stuffs or anything. It's just that, suddenly, I know what it means. What they are supposed to do. I know I'm like, really lame to be interested in this kinda things but, I don't know. It sorta seems meaningful. It's like, when I read one saying, it's as if the world stops and a sudden realization came to my mind. It's like, saying that I need to be better. That I'm .. I don't know. It's as if it's saying I need to be a better person. And I do.

One of my favourite quotes is, "Try not to be a man of success but rather a man of value." A lot of people know this but they just don't care about it. I mean, how many people have you seen that are successful but they have no value? They swear, they don't say "please" or "thank you", they don't look at you when you talk to them, they don't show you the way out of their house when you come over and all that? I've seen a lot. I've MET a lot. And what's the point of having success if you don't have value? It's sort of better to have value than having success. Not that I'm saying we don't need success, because we do, it's just that, value is more important. I was kinda shocked that it was from Einstein. Not that I'm saying he's not that smart to come up with those words. He's like one of the smartest person on Earth. DUHH ! But, wow. He made that. And then, the other one is,imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand. That is just awesome ! I know I'm SS-ing or whatever but he inspires me.

Suck It Up

Do you realise that, when something goes wrong, you'd be stressing out, cursing yourself for whatever you did and throwing stuffs that are near you to make yourself feel better. Sometimes, when it gets really bad, you'd be thinking, 'wouldn't the world be a hell lot better if I would just die?'

After seeing my friend's statuses on Facebook the other day about her hating people and thinking that there are people way better than her and all that made me realise how stupid that was. Dude, do you know how lucky you are to be you? You are one of the most perfect person on Earth that I have ever met. Don't let one person make you feel stupid and unwanted and all those negative stuffs. So what? Just because he hates Michael Jackson and Fred doesn't mean that you have to die. You have way better people to deal with. Do you know what would happen to the world if you died? IT WOULD BE GLOOMY ! And without your annoying-ness, people would turn into monkeys, knowing that they won't be picked on ever again. BM class would be boring without your sudden "OMGs". Twilight would suck if you're not there to comment on it badly. Well, my world would suck cause I'd lose one of my very best friend.

I know, it's not fair and all that but, I guess sometimes, you just have to suck it up and forget about it. If I'm smart enough, I bet you're saying that it's easy for me to say that cause I've never experienced those things. Actually, I've had worse. But it doesn't matter. Just, don't compare yourself to someone better.